Sometimes

Life still goes on. Many people around you will not always be the same. The people you trust may not always that trustworthy. People always have their own inner thoughts, more than what they show you or tell you, even if you’re very close to them. They’ll always have something behind everything they do and say. And to be able to be with this people for a long time is very good way to observe, watched them. Watch how they act, learn and know what’s behind it. It’s funny. I mean other may do this to me as well, so all I do is be transparent. Besides, it’s very hard for me to lie, except if necessary then I’m very good. There’s actually a lot of people to be thankful for. A lot of people to get to know more, but there are these people around you who is always going to trap you, consciously or unconsciously. Most important thing, you will learn from it, from these lessons you apply it. Know yourself and what other people around you are. I know that finding and knowing who you really are, is a struggle for a lot of people. But when you find yourself, it’s the best feeling! So to you, I won’t be bothered by you. You’ re plastic and unreal, but still claims you are not. I don’t know why but I guess it’s the people who inspires me to be strong and makes me want to go on happily and confidently.

Sometimes, the people who you wouldn’t expect to be there, who you thought are your enemies, are the ones actually there. The people who you think are you’re bestest friends are the ones who will leave you behind. Oh well, that’s life! But to know that these people (whether an enemy before, ex-lover, etc.) are there, makes you feel secured. They give you a feeling of something I can’t define. Anyways, it’s hurtful to find out friends who are such users. Is everyone really like that? They befriend you for a purpose, to gain something for themselves. I haven’t experience this, or have I? I don’t know why but the people’s attitude are changing. The bad ones becomes good, the good becomes bad. Well, I have a very poor explanation of this whole thing. I need sleep.

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