October 2011
5 posts
Wondering.
I had the weirdest dream ever. What was that suppose to mean? I was secretly having an affair with a man who is more than twice my age. OMG. Where did that come from?
Salamin
No complaints! Live life to the fullest. There’s so much of you that you haven’t seen. Feels so great to discover them one by one. :)
Sweet partner
God, help me not be so stubborn anymore. I wanna learn to be subtle and listen to those who actually really care for me.
Also, this is it. It starts here! The battle I joined I guess is a lot. I know it’s a bad action, but help me get through it. With your grace, help me win it! You know what these are:
Dynamic (It’s something I have been struggling to get back to.)
Panda...
CRAVE (What are you longing for?)
Learnt wisdoms:
You can never grow if you think you have grown enough already.
The thought that you are qualified already is what disqualifies you from being better.
It isn’t about what you are doing, it is about “being”.
When you become a character you want to be or a character that God wants you to be, you start doing the actions of that character automatically or...
September 2011
3 posts
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Current Big Question
Finance or Marketing?
UMAC, my current university is famous for this course. Meanwhile, I think I am able to be good in this course but not the best since a lot of the other students has focused on this and has interest on this.
I am also interested in Finance but I think my maths can’t beat those mainland students.(Not that I’m assuming and stereotyping) I think that I can better...
Things I need to go through
Apply for transfer into Finance. Need to weigh benefits from Finance courses and BA courses.
Should it be done or not? Collect infos towards this matter.
2. Apply for exchange program. Choose whether U.S. or Europe or Australia.
Choose best universities from the said continents.SOON.
3. Apply for exchange grant when decided which university and when.
4. Whether quit EDT...
Oh yeah.
What have I learned and digested today? Actually a lot, which give me the reason to actually put it into words. I’ve learned that we should not value ourselves on the prizes and the achievements we accumulate or how people portray us. We value ourselves of what we truly are, on knowing what our purposes are and how God has always loved us. I have realized that it’s not about what the...
August 2011
8 posts
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Can I cry?
I wanna cry!Cry so so bad! Why do you have to be in my life?! You just make me suffer, everyone of us suffer. I wanna shout and scream at you, but when I freaking see you, my heart melts. How can I possibly hate you this much?! My head is aching already cause by the amount of pain you give! I try to live a normal, happy life! But you always come chasing to pull me down! I hate you but do I really...
“Live the life you wish to, date the man you wish to date, and stop looking to...”
– David Sullivan (via kari-shma)
Don't make me hate you!!! Don't you.
Maybe I will
Everytime something good happens, there will always be the opposite happening of something bad. It sometimes confuses me whether that something good was a curse in disguise, but of course I push myself to be positive. Being positive is the only and best thing I can do to go on without going crazy. Is it hard?Yes, very hard, especially with my life that looks so normal, happy and good. Just to...
I think
It’s been almost a week. I think it’s almost over. Or is it over? Anyways,I miss you but its bearable. It’s weird but acceptable. I had a dream, a bad dream about you. The day before I had the dream, I was thinking of going back. Getting back to the normal life we’ve always had, to the life you’ve always wanted. I was inspired. Motivated. But right after that dream,...
July 2011
1 post
ICC and ICJ
International Criminal Court (ICC) and the International Court of Justice (ICJ) are two institutions that are located in The Hague, Netherlands and are focused on human rights and humanitarian law.
They are almost similar in most cases but the only difference is their jurisdiction.
ICC
International Criminal Court (ICC) is a permanent tribunal where individuals are prosecuted for...
June 2011
13 posts
Sometimes
Life still goes on. Many people around you will not always be the same. The people you trust may not always that trustworthy. People always have their own inner thoughts, more than what they show you or tell you, even if you’re very close to them. They’ll always have something behind everything they do and say. And to be able to be with this people for a long time is very good way to...
Live Life for REAL →
billyjasper:
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take…
Open Your Eyes
I just realize it wasn’t really you. I just have to see your good side, you’re actually still very sweet, caring, understanding and helpful person I have met. It’s sad that I just see it now. Now that I don’t feel that kind of love for you. I’ve been waiting too, just like you. Waiting and checking whether what I’m feeling is for real. Have I truly forgotten...
FRIDAY
Lately, I have been crazy, not the good crazy but the real meaning of crazy. I feel like I have a bipolar disorder, I just feel like, okay. I mean one moment I am so excited and happy in life. Then, another moment, I’m like a wet chick! Hahaha, anyways, what’s been happening to me lately is I am LEARNING Cantonese , Yeah! I am gona post a video later on about a song I learned, credits...
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My Costume
I have been thinking and thinking. Pondering about many things in life, how people will always change, how they can come and go in your life, how your world may turn upside down. In the end, you looked at people’s eyes, thinking who were left with me after everything that has happened.
It’s something similar to disappointment but at the same time you see a light of positiveness,...
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The Young Handsome Smart Boy
Well, that’s what he calls himself and I am the Young Beautiful Smart Girl. I just don’t like our current status quo. We haven’t talked for a week, I guess, because of stupid skype. We were even both assuming we were hiding from each other. Anyways, I miss this boy. I have got to talk to him soon. Why is it when I actually started liking someone, he has to be far away?! He gives...
how do you know....
“Take it easy ****,in life, what’s for you is for you.”-from a father. Well, sometimes I can’t chew these saying. I believe I can get what I want when it comes to objects. When it comes to people, I just have a long way to go for training. :[ Would we both just give up? Ain’t we supposed to do what’s for the better. How come it feels so wrong to just give up...
I love this song around the month of March. It...
We will live on.
Today is a day where I don’t have to go to work.Hmm, slept till afternoon. It feels good. It’s good to also just reflect about your life, your friends, your family, your studies, your relationship with God. It was a nice afternoon in a not-so-hot, not-so-cold place with Ate Anna. Nice chat that fills your spirituality. A talk that wakes you up after a long week of having your mind at...
